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Ben Duelley’s life appeared to be a model of success: a decorated Naval Officer, devoted family man, and pillar of his community. But beneath the surface, he was silently unraveling—battling depression, self-doubt, and the suffocating weight of everyday life.
In this raw and transformative memoir, Ben recounts his journey from the depths of despair to the life-changing realization that God had been speaking to him all along. With unflinching honesty, he shares pivotal moments: facing unseen battles, uncovering the supernatural, and witnessing miraculous events during a mission trip to El Salvador.
Through his deeply personal story, Ben offers readers a powerful reminder that no matter how lost or broken we may feel, hope and healing are always within reach when we open our hearts to divine whispers. This is more than a memoir—it’s an invitation to pause, listen, and recognize that God’s miracles are unfolding right in front of you.
CAPTAIN BEN DUELLEY, USN (Ret) is a decorated combat veteran with over 24 years of distinguished military service. With thousands of hours of flight time, he has deployed seven times across the globe, supporting operations in the Middle East, Pacific Theater, Africa, and South America.
Throughout his career, his leadership profoundly impacted the lives and careers of thousands of sailors. Ben was the Commanding Officer of the VAW-113 Black Eagles, served as the Flag Aide to the Deputy Assistant Secretary of the Navy for International Programs, and spent time in the Pentagon managing aviation requirements and multi-billion-dollar budgets.
Beyond his military achievements, Ben’s life has been a journey of self-discovery, resilience, and faith. While excelling professionally, he faced deeply personal challenges, ultimately uncovering a renewed sense of purpose through his faith. His debut book, God Was Always Speaking, I Just Wasn't Listening, shares his journey from life’s turbulence to finding clarity in God’s guidance.
Ben holds a Bachelor of Science in Mathematics from the United States Naval Academy, a Master’s Degree in National Strategic Studies from the Naval War College, and is currently studying at City Point College and the Destiny Leadership Institute to become an ordained Pastor.
“I’ve known Ben and his family for over 20 years, and this book is a raw, gripping reflection of his personal journey.
God Was Always Speaking is a must-read for anyone who has ever struggled, doubted their path, or sought a deeper sense of purpose.”
“This book was a revelation to me, and Ben’s story will open your eyes and change your life. God is definitely good, and Ben is a beautiful example of how He works in our lives.”
“Heartfelt, funny, raw, and inspiring. It's an amazing story of hope. A Naval Officer's remarkable discovery of how God works with each of us through our hidden pain and brokenness, always leading us toward Christ where true healing can begin.”
“Ben Duelley doesn’t just tell his story—he invites you to walk with him through the shadows and into the light. God Was Always Speaking is a testament to resilience, love, and the quiet but powerful work of faith in the hardest of times. It’s a book that speaks to the soul.”
“A deeply moving and inspiring story that hits that spot right in your soul. No matter how complicated life may seem, you are never alone, and you are always a part of God’s beautiful, unfolding plan.”
“Ben’s book captures his journey from feeling alone, even when a co-pilot was in the cockpit with him, to now knowing God is with him all the time. He flew with a purpose, Ben now lives with a purpose, and you don’t want to put the book down until you finish it.”
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